Sunday, December 26, 2004

I hate computers

Actually, I hate PCs. I like the Sun systems I sell and install at work.

My wife bought Doom III, Halo 2, and Roller Coaster Tycoon III for the kids this Christmas, in addition to the billion + Game Cube, Xbox, and PS2 games they received. One problem though. The kid's computers don't have the graphics requirements to run these games. SO, I trecked to Best Buy and bought 3 ATI Radeon 9550 cards for a total of nearly $400.

The good news is that the card works in my oldest son's computer. The bad news is that it cannot even be installed in the other 2 computers. Now, these 2 computers are older, but not ancient. They we both bought around 1999, and are 500 MHz Intel Pentium III. There is a slot for the video card in them, but apparently it's not an AGP slot.

While I'm at it, I really had PCs. I said that already. I'm not even sure if it would matter if the video cards worked in their PCs since the kids have so buggered them up with spyware. I swear, if I ever meet someone that would actually admit to writing spyware or virus's I'd wring their necks. So, I'm removing Internet Explorer in leieu of Netscape. I'm loading Spybot Search and Destroy. Installing Cybersitter (even though they've figured out how to get around this). And searching for a virus protection package that will actually work. One of these days I'll find a proxy/content filter device that I actually like.

So, now I have 1 installed, 1 not installed but the box is open, and 1 neither installed nor openned. I also have 2 disappointed kids, with computers that won't run their new games. Not to mention the shit load of time I wasted chasing this around.

Friday, December 24, 2004

Christmas Eve 2004

Once again, I've proven that dreading Christmas doesn't keep it from happening. It's Christmas Eve 2004. Years ago, my wife and I would travel from where ever we happened to be living at the time to Iowa to spend Christmas Eve, Christmas and sometimes the entire week after until New Years with our families. Well, usually her family. Christmas Eve was always spent with her paternal grandmother. All of the aunts, uncles, cousins and their children would be there. The aunts would cook 2-3 main dishes and dozens of side dishes. and deserts. The adolescents would spirit themselves away to a corner of the basement to play. The women would congregate in or near the kitchen. The older men would sit in the family room chatting, each with a glass of their favorite libation. The older boys and young men would gather around the TV watching anything that could pass for entertainment.

After eating too much, the children would distribute presents, where they would be openned, starting with the youngest, one at a time to the oldest. These of course were all from or to Grandma J. I could always count on gloves. Other gifts I recall include a brandy glass and snifter set, and a painting done on Mt Saint Helens ash.

During those years, we usually had one or more small children of our own that kept me busy keeping them out of the tree and others gifts.

Promptly at 11:45, many of us would wrap things up and head to the church for midnight mass. Of course, December 24 in Iowa the temperature is usually hovering near zero degrees. This combined with bundling small children made the trip to church a little unpleasant.

After mass, we'd head back to my wife's parents house, put the children to bed, and perform our Clausian duties.

Christmas morning would begin with a raiding of the overfilled stockings. Like the gloves, I could always count on devouring an entire box of chocolate covered bing cherries left in the stocking by the would-be chubby home invader. Once everyone was up, the children would again distribute presents. This time, gifts would be from or to my wife's parents, and to or from my wife's siblings and our children.

For the first several years we were married, this is where I received the vast majority of my clothing needs. Her parents were, and still are, very generous and thoughtfull and I've grown to love them very much.

After the morning round of present openning, we'd get bundled up and drive to her other grandparents home. There we'd go through the same exercise as the night before. The women cooking like crazy, the men loafing in front of the TV and the kids trying to entertain themselves. And for the third time in 24 hours, we'd distribute gifts and open them from youngest to oldest.

And if that weren't enough, we'd usually schedule some time to see my parents and my bother and his family. And while the event was much more modest in comparison to the others, I cherrished the time with them all the same.

Over the years, both of my wife's grandfathers have passed away, as has her twin sister. One grandmother is in a nursing home and afflicted with Alzheimers. All four of our parents are suffering from health maledies ranging from cancer to God knows what.All of our related familes have grown and begun to distribute across the country. The grand get togethers are difficult, if not impossible. The last time we went "home", ie. back to Iowa, for Christmas was 3 or 4 years ago. It wasn't the same, although it was very nice to see the family. Unforgettably, I received a call Christmas night from my Dad saying that my mother was being rushed to the emergency room. Not to get distracted from the main story, she had fainted and we still don't really know what happened.

We used to go to my brother's house and exchange gifts, but over the years our relationship has failed and we rarely get together for anything anymore.

So here I am. It's Christmas Eve 2004. My oldest son is somewhere near Hawaii with the Marines. The rest of us are basically sitting around, passing the time. All three of the kids at home are on the Internet. The youngest two consumed with runescape. My wife is spazzing out, wrapping last minute gifts and fretting about not having enough decorations up or not being ready for dinner tommorow.

Truthfully, we DO have alot of decorations up. I don't know about dinner tommorow, but I'm suggesting to her not to make such a big deal about it that all she does is slave in the kitchen all day. I'd feel better if she simply took it easy. But I'm not going to win this argument, as I never win an argument with her and it's probably better this way.

We've wanted to establish our own traditions. It seems so hard though. And it doesn't help that our family is full of hermits. They'd much rather hide in their rooms than sit around the fireplace watching movies or talking.

We should go to midnight mass, but we probably won't. We do have stockings, hanging on the mantle even. I'm guessing they'll even be stuffed with many trinkets including chocolate covered bing cherries.

If not for my 11 year old son, there might not be any enthusiasm Christmas morning. He'll be harping for everyone to get out of bed so we can distribute the presents and open them, youngest to oldest.

I do look forward to the day when our little family grows up. I look forward to people hovering around the family room and kitchen, eating too much, distributing gifts, and openning them... youngest to oldest.

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

Yo Ho Ho and a Bottle of Rum...

Actually, Rum is about the only alcoholic beverage I haven't received for Christmas this year. I received a basket from one of our vendors with 3 bottles of wine, cheese and crackers. Very nice. I was given a bottle of very fine cognac and wine from one of our sales reps. And today, another rep gave me 2 bottles of his mother's home made wine.

The the receiving continues. My company gave everyone leather coats from Lands End, one of our best customers by the way ;-) This is on top of the fat bonus's, matching 401K contributions and stock options. Happy Day!

All due to the end of a fantastic year. The best year in the 15 I've been doing this. If it weren't for CNN, CBS, ABC, NBC, and MSNBC, I wouldn't have realized that the economy sucks.

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

I can't sleep...

It's 2:30am again. My wife is on a Gilmore Girlapalooza. In the bedroom of course. Not that it would make a difference. I would probably just toss and turn anyway.

Christmas is 4 days away. And I don't care, really. I am glad to be looking at a 3 day weekend. Right now, I'm just a little tired of juggling and personally delivering 3 projects simultaneously, as well as worrying about 3 others and recruiting and everything else. I really need a vacation. I can't for the life of me figure out when I'll be able to take one. Worse yet, based upon what happened this summer, I'd be worse off after the vacation than I was before.

Blah blah blah...

Sunday, December 19, 2004

People like to waste time part II

I've been reflecting on my post titled "Human Kind has No Limit...", mostly about whether I'm truly interested in my family or not. In that entry I mentioned that I received an email from a lost cousin after sending my Grandfather's WWI draft registration to my Dad. Since then, I've received several emails from that cousin, as well as an Aunt I haven't heard from in years.

So after considerable thought, and consideration for how those emails made me feel, I believe I am truly interested in my family. I also believe that if I had the means I would be travelling the country to see them, as the means I lack is time.

Most of my life, even growing up, I've lived separated from the core of my family. On both sides, it was always at least a 6 hour drive or more to visit grandparents, aunts, uncles, and cousins. We'd usually make one or 2 of these trips each year when I was young, and less frequently as I grew older.

Interestingly, I've followed the same trend with my children. It seems as our kids get older, their jobs or school schedules interfere with lengthy travel plans or maybe more pertenant, as we had more kids, travelling became more difficult.

My wife reminds me when I begin feeling guilty about not making time to visit that visitation is a two way street, and that the family is welcome to come to us as much as we are to them. I suppose she's right in terms of cousins and brothers, but as for parents and grandparents, their time for travel has mostly passed due to health reasons. But now that I think about this, I'm always hearing about my folks making trips to see my mothers parents, so I suppose if they really wanted to come see us, they would. I also hear about my little brother making trips to see my older brother and not stopping by to see us, and I live 30 minutes from my older brother.

I guess that makes me mad. I try to see my older brother every few weeks. It's usually me that initiates the contact. So, my family will go out of their way to see other family, but it has never seemed to work that way for me.

Perhaps I'm suffering from the same symptom I often counsel others about: missing something or someone that never existing nor ever will exist.

I want to have a relationship with my family where they're coming to see me and I'm travelling to see them, but no. It's not going to happen. At least not with my side. My wife's side of the family is much different in this respect and closer to the ideal.

I hope that I can create an environment and attitude with my kids that makes them want to come home and visit when they have families.

Thursday, December 16, 2004

Plagerized survey...

I found this on another blog and thought I'd steal it and reveal the inner me.


1. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR KITCHEN PLATES? yellow

2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? How to talk to a liberal (if you must)

3. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? Don't have one - use a lap top with a nub in the middle of the keyboard. But if I had one, a mouse would be on my mouse pad.

4. FAVOURITE BOARD GAME? hmmm... scrabble

5. FAVORITE MAGAZINE? Men's Health or Golf Digest

6. FAVORITE SMELL? Womens purfume, on a woman.

7. LEAST FAVORITE SMELL? nursing homes

8. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
I have to peeeee

9. FAVORITE COLOR? Blue

10. LEAST FAVORITE COLOR? turquoise

11. HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE? 2-3

12. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME? not gonna happen

13. WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN LIFE? still working on this one

14. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA ICE-CREAM? definitely chocolate.

15. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST? not usually, but sometimes.

16. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? Not unless my wife counts.

17. STORMS - COOL OR SCARY? Cool - the stronger and badder, the better

18. WHAT TYPE WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? 1968 VW hatchback

19. IF YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON DEAD OR ALIVE? my grandfather, albert einstein, jennifer aniston

20. FAVORITE DRINK? diet pepsi

21. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY? 9/11/65

22. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI? Most of the time

23. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB WHAT WOULD IT BE? working on this one too. Probably a rancher in southwest Colorado.

24. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY COLOR HAIR? no change

25. IS THE GLASS HALF FULL OR HALF EMPTY? half full

26. FAVORITE MOVIE? North by Northwest, Blues Brothers

27. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS? what?

28. THE BEACH OR THE MOUNTAINS? both

29. WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED? dust

31. WHAT IS YOUR SINGLE BIGGEST FEAR? dying lonely

32. SAY ONE NICE THING ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU. No

33. FAVORITE CD. Hoobastank One

34. FAVORITE TV SHOWS? CSI and the History Channel

35. KETCHUP OR MUSTARD? definitely mustard

36. HAMBURGERS OR HOT DOGS? burgers - except at a ball game, then dogs

37. FAVORITE SOFT DRINK? diet pepsi - didn't we cover this already?

39. THE BEST PLACES YOU HAVE EVER BEEN? Mosquito Pass Colorado, Las Vegas, San Diego

40. WHAT SCREEN SAVER IS ON YOUR COMPUTER RIGHT NOW? just the plain jane windows screen saver

41. BURGER KING OR MCDONALD'S? Subway

42. PERSON MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? Nobody

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

I hired someone today.

My little company grew by one more soul today to a total of 22. I always feel good after hiring someone. New employees give me a sense of satisfaction and hope. Especially when I think of how they are leaving someplace that may not have been fulfilling their needs and we now have that chance to give them that opportunity. Almost without exception, each one looks forward to being able to "make a difference", to "contribute", and almost without exception each of their predecessors have.

Since we'd already hired most of my friends and past associates, I had to track this one down from scratch. I engaged four professional recruiters (headhunters), and suffered their ineptitude for almost two months. The main reason for using recruiters was that I was too busy to do it myself. But seeing that we were only getting busier and the recruiters weren't recruiting, I broke down and bought a subscription to carreerbuilders.com. In one evening I found five times as many qualified candidates as I'd received in two months. Within a week, I had four coming in to interview. I hired one tonight, and will hopefully hire another by Monday.

Life is good.

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

Human kind has no limit...

to finding ways to kill time chasing useless pursuits. I've come to this conclusion after a sliding back into a fit of genealogical hysteria recently. I was able to track down some things I didn't have before; my grandfathers WWI draft registration, my great-great grandfathers Civil War pension application for two. But now I'm wondering what the hell? Why have I spent so much time attempting to uncover the tangled web of my family lineage? Dammit! The last time I went to see my Grandmother was... well... a long time ago. If I am so interested in my family you'd think I'd at least go visit the ones that are still living, wouldn't you? I guess I did get an email from a cousin I hadn't heard from in years because of my new finds, but DAMMIT anyway!

So, I've determined that things like genealogy and surfing the web are the symptoms of two of my basic characteristics (duh). 1) I'm bored as hell, and 2) I'm curious bordering on nosy.

I've fashioned these idiosyncrasies as things like "I'm a history buff", and "I like to wind down after work", which may have some hint of truth to them.

But I am snoopy/curious/nosy beyond explaination and the Internet has only exacerbated my condition. I guess you could argue that knowledge is power, and that knowing who and what you're involved with and in is smart. Perhaps it is. But sometimes, ignorance is bliss.

Monday, December 13, 2004

Party like it's 1999

Does anyone else ever feel this way? Sometimes when I'm happy, I get this image of Snoopy grooving ontop of his doghouse.

Weird huh?


Steak, shrimp, karaoke, and a dozen vodka tonics

We had our company Christmas party this weekend. What a blowout! The cocktails were flowing from the start. I think I kept my composure, at least through dinner, where the conversation flowed from someones soon-to-pop pregnant wife, natural horsemanship and dressage, pheasant hunting in South Dakota, my sudden entry into the world of Grandfather-dom, and how wonderful everyone looked.

Much to my chagrin, I mowed through the steak and shimp and was onto a couple more vodka tonics before our fearless leader proclaimed that we were to have fun and "let our hair down". OK.

Even though it seemed like minutes, I spent the next 4 hours singing songs that I don't and would never own, drinking more vodka tonics, and hugging co-workers exclaiming "You're the Best!" and "I love you man!".

Highlights of the evening include, in no particular order:

  • "You've lost that loving feeling", sung in four part disharmony
  • Being told how great I looked and that I was too skinny last year
  • "Little Red Corvette", not so much for the singing but the grooving in front of all of my office mates and their significant others
  • "Paradise by the Dashboard Light", sung with the ladies in the office and some wives!
  • One of our sales rep's crazy moves, to every song, then entire night
  • Witnessing how much fun everyone (except someone's new girlfriend) was having
  • "Margarritaville" with one of by buds and his hunney!
And just when I was getting into things, the bar closed and the DJ started packing up. From what I can remember, the night was a success. Nobody puked, I didn't grope anyone (that I remember), and my head stopped hurting before noon the next day.

Monday, December 06, 2004

May the force be with him

I received a call from my oldest son tonight. He's in the Marines and was heading to the "dock" to start his overseas deployment. At least 6 months on the USS Duluth. From what he tells me, he won't be seeing any "action" as his job mostly keeps him on the ship, but it seems that as a Marine, his orders change frequently so nothing is certain. He sounded sad. He got married last month, which has understandably changed his perspective on things. On one hand, getting married is going to create alot of stress for him while he's gone. On the other hand, it will give him something to focus on; coming home.

So, while he's doing a man's job, in many ways he's still a child in my eyes. I hope he has the resolve to be focussed on his job and to make wise choices while he's away.

May the force be with him.

Sunday, December 05, 2004

The French and the Da Vinci code

A friend sent this link to me. I guess I didn't realize that the Da Vinci code was a runaway hit in France, but I'm not suprised. More than we in the US, the French relish a good conspiracy and scandal. The Fench (or some French) are promoting a theory that a commercial aircraft did not hit the Pentagon too. At a page labelled Hunt the Boeing, an argument is attempted to show that the damage done is not consistent with a Boeing 757. A French author has also written a book the furthers the conspiracy that the US Government is behind the 911 attacks.

My wife works at a public Library and has told me that people simply refuse to believe or acknowledge that the book is a fictional writing. My brother raved on about the book at Thanksgiving. When we told him that it was made up, even he refused to believe it. He, like many others, want to believe anything that tarnishes faith and especially the Catholic Church.

Listen, religion has enough problems without people making crap up to further damage it. I won't read the Da Vinci Code any time soon. I won't watch Farenheit 911 either. It's hard enough to sift through the disinformation on free media sources. I won't pay to be misinformed.

Book Review: The Cat Who Went Into the Closet

The Cat Who Went Into the Closet is another enjoyable entry to the Cat Who series.

Qwilleran is renting an old house from his friend Jr. Goodwinter, for the winter ;) The house contains over 50 closets, which provide an endless treasure trove for the cats, Yum Yum and Koko.

To spice things up in winter in Moose County, the local newspaper sponsors a travelling one man show, with our favorite columnist, Jim Qwilleran, as it's star. Early in the story, the eccentric prior resident of the home that Qwill is currently renting suddenly dies of an apparent suicide. The winter moves in, and Qwill makes the rounds through the county performing, the mystery death, and it's links to Moose County unravel, of course with the help of his inquisative male Siamese cat.

I loved this one. Particullarly the development of the character Nancy, the sled-dog trainer and musher. I give The Cat Who Went Into the Closet 5 out of 5 bookmarks.

You're going to be bored, and like it.

That's pretty much the mantra of my life right now, and based upon what I've been reading on blogspot lately, I've got good company.

I've struggled to find interesting blogging. There's alot of poetry, but I'm not into poetry right now. There are also alot of people that use blogging to hone their literary skills. I guess I have an appreciation for being succint, so those blogs don't interest me much either.

I've run across a couple of interesting people like here and here. There's also this one.

I like to hit the "next blog" button to browse the logs. There are alot of non-English pages. I wish I could somehow filter those out, as I am linguistically challenged. Then there are the blogs that re-write their template and remove the button, which forces me to go back, then forward again.

Once in a while, I run into someone that seems troubled, and I'm inclined to offer my 2 cents (which is about exactly what my opinion's usually worth).

Of course, there's the blogs that are nothing but RSS feeds. I hate these. They're a complete waste.

But, of course, the only reason I'm e-thumbing through blogs and writing this peice of crap is that I'm so totally BORED.

I've been working for about 20 years now. I've been a partner in 2 companies for the last 12 years. The work is interesting most of the time, but the work load is overwhelming most of the time and it's hard to find good help. I don't know that I dislike my job, I just can't get away from it. I have no escapes right now, which is bad.

This summer I tried to get back into golf after giving it up for a number of years. I even took lessons once a week and went to the driving range every day. By the end of the summer, I had regressed so much I couldn't even finish a round. Before golf, I experimented for about a year or more with selling stuff on E-Bay. It passed the time and I made some extra money, but after a while it just became a chore, so I dropped that.

I have a really nice bass boat. Of course, you can't fish with it in December in Illinois, but I haven't used it once in the last two summers. What a waste. My kids aren't interested in it. Neither is my wife really. Every time I get a fishing buddy, he gets married or gets a girlfriend and suddenly can't go anymore.

I've gotten bored with exercise too. This is probably the worst thing. A healthy diet and regular exercise helps keep the spirit up.

I'm bored with the neighbors. Not really. I don't really know them. I grew up in a small town and I've never been terribly comfortable with suburban life. It's always seemed snooty. I don't know why we don't fit in. Maybe it's that I'm busy with work alot. But I'm home every night and every weekend, so it's not like I'm never around.

My life is a drag and I don't know what to do about it. I hate sitting around doing nothing. I want to get out and really live. I feel like I'm going through the motions, chasing this elusive thing called retirement and financial security. Is life supposed to suck until these things are achieved? I don't believe so. Will things really be better when they are achieved? Can I really change my lifestyle or am I stuck? What if I don't live that long? Or what if my health deteriorates? Or what if I never achieve the financial success I'm chasing?

What do people do for fun? Go to dinner? See ball games? Landscape? I like to do alot of things but I feel like I'm anchored to the house and family.

Maybe I'm just going nuts. I can't sleep. Shit. Now my blog looks like everyone elses. This sucks.

Thursday, December 02, 2004

Book Review: The Cat Who Said Cheese

This will be a little more difficult to review, as I had the reading interupted by an excursion to Las Vegas, which always results in a loss of short term memory.

Qwilleran is now four or five years into living 400 miles north of everywhere and Moose County is once again beset with the mysterious deaths of some people from "down below". The story begins with the appearance and sudden departure of a mysterious dark lady after a traumatic explosion which wrecks the only hotel in Pickax. Qwilleran meets a cast of new characters, including the owner of the Pickax hotel, a quiet Beekeeper, and the mysterious dark lady. The story is developed around the Great Food Explo and Qwills (and the cat's) development of cheese gourmets. In the process, Qwilleran learns how to cook a turkey, is auctioned off at a charity celebrity auction, helps Polly recover from a surgery, and solves the string of murders, with the help of Koko. This is the episode where Qwilleran discovers that Koko has more wiskers than the normal cat, which may account for his catly ESP.

I enjoyed this one. The plot was nicely developed. The characters were developed and positioned, and the mystery was unravelled slowly but neatly throughout.

I give The Cat Who Said Cheese 4 out of 5 bookmarks. Enjoy!

Friday, November 26, 2004

Book Review: The Cat Who Went Underground

In this volume of the Cat Who series, Qwilleran decides to spend the summer in the cabin in Moose County. It's been two years since he had stayed in the cabin, and since he had inherited the Klingenshoen estate. Once there, Qwill decides that the cabin isn't big enough for 3 and commences to find a worthy carpenter to build the "East Wing". As Moose Countie's weathiest busybody, Qwill meets a spiritualist, a strange girl with strang eyes, and several odd carpeters, and one psycho plumber. The problem with the addition to the cabin is that his carpenters keep disappearing. Will Qwill ever get the East Wing?

As with the other books in the series, Koko and Yum Yum as always adding yicks and yowls to the story and dropping clues for which it takes Qwill the whole book to decipher.

I really enjoy this series, and enjoyed the Cat Who Went Underground, although I have to admit the ending was, while a suprise, a bit anticlimactic.

The book is entertaining, and well written. Lilian Jackson Braun never fails to push the corners of my mouth in an upward direction.

I give the Cat Who Went Underground 4 out of 5 bookmarks.

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

CSPAN airs R rated material!

Who'd a thunk it? It's true though. I was sitting in the dentists office this morning and to my amazement, CSPAN broadcast the MediaWise video game report card collage that contains enough foul language, sexual themes, and nudity to have earned it an R rating. Don't get me wrong, I like some of the games they actually showed. But I also don't want my kids playing them, let alone getting a whiff of them watching CSPAN! Not only did they play this thing at 9am, they replayed it at least 3 times today and posted the complete video on their web site! The hypocracy of a media watch dog pining about what gets broadcast and what our kids are exposed to, while exposing millions to the very thing they are trying to keep away from kids is stunning.... I sat in stunned silence while Sen. Leiberman spoke about how troubling the Janet Jackson incident was, only about 30 minutes after springing The Guy Game, Grand Theft Auto; San Andreas, and Leisure Suit Larry, Magna Cum Laude on us. Oddly enough, the web site for the Guy Game censors it's screenshots and has an age verification screen, as does Leisure Suit Larry...

Don't take my word for it... go to the CSPAN web site and play the video yourself - while it's still there.

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Book Review: Violets Are Blue - James Patterson

I've read or listened to a few of Patterson's books, Violets Are Blue being the latest. For those unfamiliar with his works, Patterson is a popular writer of action/mystery murder novels. He also authored Kiss the Girls.

Like the others I've read, this one shares the Patterson style of gruesome detailed crimes perpetrated to the point of making you want to put the book down, but never quite crossing the line. Violets Are Blue also shares Patterson's terse dialog, with a "I said", then "she said" style, which can be annoying for those readers looking for a more sophisticated writing style. As with Patterson's other Alex Cross novels, the characters are very well developed. You truly begin to "know" the primary villains and root for their capture. One thing I did like in this book was the omission of Patterson's typical mushy/sticky romance sequences, which always have seemed a bit out of place or over the top to me.

In this episode of the Alex Cross series, Alex finds himself immersed in the dark and sinister underworld of a vampire cult. He finds himself, again, working too many hours pursuing a string of incomprehensible and savage murders across the United States, from San Francisco to savanna, GA to New Orleans. In the process he meets what will become his latest love interest. Just when you think the mystery is solve, Dr. Cross is confronted with death, and the betrayal of a friend.

In all, I enjoyed the book, although I preferred The Big Bad Wolfe, Jack and Jill, Cat and Mouse, or Four Blind Mice.

I give Violets are Blue 3 out of 5 bookmarks.

Next book for me is The Cat Who Went Underground by Lillian Jackson Braun....

OK, change of topic; MY FAT ASS

I'm gaining weight again.

From 1988 2001 I was on a steady trend of bloating every fat cell in my body until I attained the magnificent stature commensurate with a 300 LB+ girth (retail scales stop at 300 pounds). I was tired all the time. On medication for depression and high blood pressure. I even was awarded a high risk rating by my life insurance company for my efforts. Since I'm 6'4", I thought that I could carry my weight well, but I was kidding myself.

I weighed 150 pounds my junior year of High School. Ballooned up to 175 by the time I started college and bounced between 150 and 175 until leaving grad school. I was an all-state basketball player, and a 3 year varsity baseball player. I even received an athletic scholarship to college.

Lo and behold, 12 years and 3 knee surgeries later I was well over 300 pounds. I couldn't fit into some booths at fast food joints. I found it hard to get help at certain kind of stores (fat people discrimination). People would ignore me. (I know, you're happy for me). I couldn't play with my kids or my wife for that matter. I felt miserable, mentally and physically.

I'd tried to go to the gym over the years, but it was incredibly embarrassing to be the fatty in the midst of a sea of hard bodies. What's more, I couldn't exercise. At least not how I wanted to in front of all of these hotties. I couldn't run. I couldn't walk very far. Forget about lifting weights. Wasn't going to happen.

Christmas day 2001, my wife bought me a stationary bike delivered with the threat that if I wasn't using it in 30 days it would be returned to the store. I think she was trying to tell me something ;)

I started out riding the stationary bike 30 minutes a day, but I was eating the same way I had for years. Here's what was in my typical daily trough.

Breakfast: 2-3 sausage biscuits with egg. 1-2 hash browns and an orange juice.
Lunch: 2 Whoppers or Quarter Pounders with Cheese, super size fries, and super size Coke.
Snack on the way home from work: White castle or Arby's Cheese Sticks, or 20 piece Chicken Nuggets
Supper: Often another couple of Whoppers or Quarter pounders w/Cheese or whatever was made for supper that night
PLUS: 6-12 cans of Coke per day
AND: 1 heaping bowl of ice cream smothered with chocolate sauce

So, while I was riding the bike daily, I wasn't making a lot of progress. I started to trim back on the amounts of what I was consuming. After a couple of months of this, I was under 300 lbs. I could actually weigh myself!

Long story shortened, after 2 years of gradually increasing my workout regimen and moving to a low-fat diet, I got down to a weight of 185 lbs. WOO HOO! I threw out all my old clothes and went nuts buying new stuff. I was a 32" waist and loving it.

I don't know what happened though. I fell off the wagon somehow this year and gradually stopped working out. Then I went back to eating crappy food. Not to the disgusting levels of before, but I was eating the taboo foods like chips, burgers, fries, and ice cream. My wife kept bringing it home, so I'd eat it. Now, I'm back to about 215 lbs and starting to feel like crap again.

I got on the bike for an hour tonight. For inspiration, I watched Supersize Me. I think I'm going to start tracking my progress and diet again on this blog. I think I'm also going to start reviewing some movies and books. Maybe it will give you something to comment on, since nobody seems interested in politics.

Besides, I don't want to buy new clothes again.

Thursday, November 18, 2004

The United States of IOU?

I've been watching with some amount of interest (no pun intended) the House debates on increasing the National Debt Limit. Like every other issue in my recent memory, every vote has gone along party lines. The Republicans argue that the debt limit needs to be raised to meet government obligations including social security and medicare. The Democrats argue that the government needs to implement a "pay as you go" policy for fiscal responsibility. The timing of the matter is curious, in that it's happening right after and election and right before a new Congress convenes.

Of course, those that watched also had to endure the self indulgent carping about the Boston Red Sox, and whether to mint a Benjamin Franklin coin.

I have heard and read the generalalities of the national debt, but decided to look into it a little further.

The Bureau of the Public Debt reports the debt on 11/17 at $7,443,751,916,595.72.

The 2000 debt was estimated at $5,686,338 million. In 1980 it was under $1B. The debt growth slowed under Clinton (over $1 Trillion growth), but regardless of what the Democrats say, the debt continued to increase significantly under President Clinton, as it did under President George H.W. Bush and President Reagan and has under President George W Bush.

Disturbing is the amazing growth of foreign funding of the debt with Japan leading the way holding over $700B and communist China with almost $200B. OPEC even is listed with almost $50B. It appears that this is a most recent development, largely happening over the last 2 years.

I found a report on the Congressional Budget Office site. According to the CBO report based on this Treasury report

  • Defense - $437B
  • Social Security - $487B
  • Medicare/Medicaid - $476B
  • Interest on the public debt - $168B

The deficit for 2004 is somewhere between $300B and $500B shooting for a whopping $1T.

Intrestingly, the interest on the debt adds a significant amount to our annual deficit. But it's been building for 100 years, so it's not going away. So where to cut? I'd guess that each of the large consumers of the budget could eleminate waste. But they also reflect the perceived national public priorities with regard to health care, caring for the elderly and national defense.

Other national priorities include:
  • Education ($46B so far in 2004) - The vast majority of our public schools are funded at the state and local level, however, there have been great benefits in programs such as No Child Left Behind ($22B)
  • Homeland defense ( $20B so far in 2004) - One wonders how much overlap there is between the Department of Homeland Defense, and the Department of Justice. However, between the two departments the 2005 budget is a little over $50B.
So, what's left?
  • Department of Agriculture ($19B)
  • Department of Commerce ($5.7B)
  • Department of Energy ($24B)
  • HUD ($31B) Are you kidding!
  • Department of the Interior ($10.8B)
  • Department of Labor ($12B)
  • Department of State ($10B)
  • Department of Transportation ($57B)
  • Department of Treasury ($11B)
  • Department of Vetrans Affairs ($30B)
  • Corps of Engineers ($4B)
  • Environmental Protection Agency ($8B)
  • NASA ($16B)
  • National Science Foundation ($6B)
  • Small Business Administration ($627M)
  • Other Agencies, like the FCC, EEOC, Office of the President, FTC, GSA, etc.... $???B
Is there anything our government isn't governing (or socializing)? And good God, this doesn't even include coverage of state and local government! What the hell are all of these people doing with this money?

Compare revenues of our government with the top Fortune 500 companies.

  1. US Government $1798B
  2. Walmart - $258B
  3. Exxon - $213B
  4. GM - $195B
  5. Ford - $165B
  6. GE - $134B
  7. Chevron - $112B
  8. ConocoPhillips - $99B
  9. Citigroup - $94B
  10. IBM - $89B
  11. American International Group - $81B
  12. HP - $73B
  13. Verizon - $67B
  14. The Home Depot - $65B
  15. Berkshire Hathaway - $64B
  16. Altria Group - $61B
The US Government has revenues higher than the rest on the list combined! Now, I'm not suggesting that the Government can be run like a Fortune 100 company. It can't. I'm just trying to illustrate how huge our Government has become.

We cannot afford to continue to grow our Government at the rate we have for the last 60 years and expect to preserve our way of life. It's unsustainable. We the people have allowed our elected leaders to do this to us and it's taken 60 years to get to where we're at. Even it we start today, it won't be fixed in 4 years or 8 years or probably 20 years.

We elect our politicians to make the hard decisions on spending our money. And evidently there is alot of it to spend each year ($1.7T). We need to start holding them accountable for making more responsible decisions with regards to funding programs that only serve the national intrest. Our elected officials need to hold these government departments accountable for being efficient and until our deficit and debt is under control, we need to invest in programs that only serve our national intrest.

Natural disasters are going to happen (hurricanes). So are International crisis requiring military action (Afganistan, Iraq). Our budgeting needs to have room to account for these annual discretionary expenditures. Right now, it doesn't have enough.

Otherwise, we may all need to work full time for the government in 20 years. Only problem is, who will fund it? Maybe we'll be working for the Japanese and Chinese to pay the debt we'll owe them.


Wednesday, November 17, 2004

Let the Marines do their jobs...

So, a US Marine shot and killed an "unarmed insurgent" (a.k.a. terrorist combatant) in a mosque a couple of days ago. Amazingly, or not, this single act is getting wide media coverage. Much more than the brutal beheadings, disembowelment, dismemberment of civillians, as well as the barbarianism committed against our troops by these same insurgents! What the hell is going on!?! Does Al Jezeera own the major media in the US? Are they going to start showing the insurgent videos now (MSNBC did tonight)? Are they going start showing the Iraqi women and children killed or injured byUS bombing?

How's this for an "insurgent" resume:

- Margaret Hassan: Iraqi citizen; Aid worker; Kidnapped and shot in the head at point blank range

- 65 Iraqi policement kidnapped. People being trained to keep the peace and protect the Iraqi people!

- Iraqi truck driver kidnapped - rescued by US Marines (rescued, not shot)

- DOZENS of people, many of them women and children, were killed...

- ...
officials said at least 10 Iraqis were killed amid a wave of violence across Iraq's Sunni Arab heartland...

- Islamic militants in Iraq have executed one of their two Bulgarian hostages.

- A militant group holding two Pakistani contractors hostage...

- Jack Hensley and Eugene Armstrong, employees of a Gulf-based contractor, were beheaded...

- Nicholas Berg, 26, a Jewish-American businessman was beheaded ...

- ... Kenneth Bigley, an employee of a Gulf-based contractor, said it had "absolute proof" that he was killed by his abductors.

- ... so-called Islamic Army in Iraq said it executed Italian journalist Enzo Baldoni...

- Fabrizio Quattrocchi.... was shot dead within days...

- two Macedonians... executed by Islamic extremists in Iraq

- 12 workers taken hostage in Iraq by Al-Qaeda-linked militants were executed...

- migrant workers Sajid Naeem, 29, and Azad Hussein Khan, 49, were killed by Islamic militants.

- Islamic militants beheaded Kim Sun-Il

- September 2, militants said they had killed three other Turkish driver

- The body of a blonde woman with her legs and arms cut off and throat slit was found on November 14 lying on a street in Falluja


And that's what I found and was able to link to in less than 30 minutes. How many of these videos have been played for days?

You have to be able to tell the magnatude of difference between a Marine killing an enemy and terrorist killing their own people and people helping Iraqis.

Marines are trained to kill bad guys. That's what they do. There have been and will continue to be innocent lives lost in the process. The military has internal processes for identifying and dealing with unjustified killings.

In addition to being uncatagorically biased against the millitary and America's actions in the middle east, the showing and subsequent sensationalizing of the Marine video is irresponsible and treasonous. Kevin Sites appears to be a very good combat journalist. However, NBC's decision to move forward with the video is on-par with Al Jazeera and the state run Arab media, inciting people across the world making our military's job much more difficult.

So, while ABC appologizes for showing a "racy video" before Monday Night Football (racy my ass), most of the media in the US and abroad unabashedly show the Marine video day and night.

Treason:
Article. 3. Section. 3. Clause 1

Treason against the United States, shall consist only in levying War against them, or in adhering to their Enemies, giving them Aid and Comfort. No Person shall be convicted of Treason unless on the Testimony of two Witnesses to the same overt Act, or on Confession in open Court.


GET OFF THIS MARINES BACK! HE WAS DOING HIS JOB! HE WAS SHOT IN THE FACE THE DAY BEFORE! THESE "INSURGENTS" HAD BEEN KILLING HIS FRIENDS! WE WOULD ALL MUCH RATHER THAT THE IRAQIS HAD TAKEN CARE OF THESE PROBLEMS THEMSELVES.... BUT THEY DIDN'T. BACK OFF!


Saturday, November 13, 2004

President Bush's faith is a media target....

Many of my more liberal friends acused the President of being a religious zealot long before the elections. I have often heard this reflected in the name calling and constant "discussions" of faith in the White House by the pundits and media.


There's no denying that the President has referred to God when speaking in public. Undoubtedly he has spiritual advisors. Ironically, in comparing the badges of religion worn by President Bush to President Clinton, it seems like Clinton's religion was flaunted much more publicly than Bush's.

We were often exposed images of President Clinton walking down the steps from a church holding Hillary's hand in one hand and carrying a Bible in the other hand, especially after the Monica Lewinsky scandal broke. Just for our benefit, he had Chelsea bop along behind them. We were often reminded of how he conferred with his religious and spiritual advisors and we even treated to cable news updates of White House visits by Jesse Jackson.

The President has taken a lot of heat for saying that he takes direction from God. I guess I prefer God giving direction to our leader than the dubious cadre that were providing guidance to his predecssor.

I realize Bill Clinton is an icon for many, but America and the Democratic party ought to think long and hard before they accept for one moment any lectures or guidance from former President Clinton on values or morality. Furthermore, if the Democrats thought conservatives were motivated against John Kerry, just wait until they see what happens if (when) they have the nerve to nominate Hillary Clinton in 2008.

“Reverend” Jesse Jackson

Reverend Billy Graham

Rev. Billy Graham in a recent appearance on NBC’s Today show said of President Clinton:

"He has such a tremendous personality that I think the ladies just go wild over him."

Rev. J. Philip Wogaman

In June, the Rev. J. Philip Wogaman, Foundry's pastor, spoke to the Witherspoon Society during the 1999 General Assembly of the Presbyterian Church (USA). Wogaman, who counseled Clinton after the president's affair with Monica Lewinsky, then described Clinton as a "moral man."

Planned Parenthood hosted its first interfaith prayer breakfast for clergy in Dallas last March, where Dr. Philip Wogaman, senior minister of Foundry United Methodist Church in Washington, D.C. — the church former President Bill Clinton and First Lady Hillary.

  • Resigned from his post as Pastor of Foundry United Methodist Church in Washington, D.C. Due to his church's opposition of homosexuality and transsexuality

  • Claims the Bible contains errors.

Joan Brown Campbell

  • Former head of the National Council of Churches that apologized to Castro for “the suffering that has come to you by the actions of the United States,"

Others....

  • Andrew Young, the NCC's president-elect

  • evangelist-sociologist Tony Campolo

  • Bishop Vinton Anderson of the African Methodist Episcopal Church

  • Welton Gaddy, a Baptist minister who heads the Interfaith Alliance

  • Rev. Rex Horne

  • Rev. Bill Hybels

  • Rev. Gordon MacDonald

  • Robert Schuller

  • Rev. Leo O'Donovan

Links:

http://www.tribuneindia.com/1998/98aug18/world.htm

http://msnbc.msn.com/id/3071906/

http://www.s-t.com/daily/01-98/01-26-98/a01wn011.htm

http://www.pub.umich.edu/daily/1998/sep/09-21-98/news/news1.html

http://clinton3.nara.gov/WH/New/Europe-0005/photogallery/0604.html

http://www.china-embassy.org/eng/zmgx/zysj/kldfh/t36226.html

http://bz.llano.net/baptist/presidentsadvisers.htm


For further reading see http://www.wayoflife.org/fbns/preachers-billclinton.html



Thursday, November 11, 2004

No respect in life, none in death

Yasser Arafat was a bloodthirsty, power hungry, money grubbing terrorist that used the Palestinian people's plight for personal gains. Any respect given to this animal in life or in death legitimizes his methods which have wraught death and destruction on people worldwide, including those he claimed to represent. Arafat started Fatah, took over the PLO and has sponsored many other killers for nearly 40 years. And when offered a chance for peace, he turned away.

I wanted to post Yasser Arafat's indictment and the facts of the issues behind the mid-east conficts, but there are too many attocities and too many issues to explore. I soon found myself working in circles. It seems if you think too long about the middle-east, you always come to the conclusion that nothing will ever change there as long as there are no legitimate secular governments in the region where people are free to pursue their faith without fear of persecution or prosecution.

I have many more thoughts on the matter, but will leave it at this. Good bye to a murderous despot. Let's hope his so-called people have the desire, intelligence and courage to live in peace.


Tuesday, November 09, 2004

Ageless wisdom...

"America it is said is to be suffering from intolerance. It is not. It is suffering from tolerance, tolerance of right and wrong, truth and error, virtue and evil, Christ and Chaos, Our country is not nearly so over run with the bigoted, as it is over run with the broadminded. “ (Archbishop Fulton Sheen 1875-1979)

"The belief in a God All Powerful wise and good, is so essential to the moral order of the world and to the happiness of man. . ." James Madison (1751-1836) Letter to Frederick Beasley 1825

"Unless a man's will has a purpose and it is a good one, education will do nothing for him except to fortify his own egotism." (Archbishop Fulton Sheen)

"Of all the dispositions and habits which lead to political prosperity, religion and morality are indispensable supports. In vain would that man claim the tribute of Patriotism, who should labor to subvert these great Pillars of human happiness, these firmest props of the duties of Men and Citizens. The mere Politician, equally with the pious man, ought to respect and cherish them. A volume could not trace all their connections with private and public felicity. . . And let us indulge with caution the supposition that morality can be maintained without religion. . . Reason and experience both forbid us to expect that national morality can prevail to the exclusion of religious principle." Taken from his Farewell Speech on September 19, 1796 (George Washington 1732-1799)

"Communism is both an effect and a judgment on our Western world; an effect because it was born of our unfulfilled Christian duties, our abandonment of the Father's House in favor of materialism; a judgment because it reveals how wrong has been our thinking, how evil have been our deeds." (Archbishop Fulton Sheen)

"Religion and virtue are the only foundations, not only of republicanism and of all free government, but of social felicity under all governments and all combinations of human society." John Adams (1735-1826) Letter to Benjamin Rush, Auguest 28, 1811.

"It has been said that some of the great geniuses of the past never read half as much as the mediocre geniuses today, but what they read they understood and incorporated into a deeper dimension of knowledge." (Archbishop Fulton Sheen)

"God who gave us life gave us liberty. And can the liberties of a nation be thought secure when we have removed their only firm basis, a conviction in the minds of people that these liberties are the gift of God? That they are not to be violated but with his wrath? I tremble for my Country when I reflect that God is just: that his justice cannot sleep forever." Thomas Jefferson (1743-1826) - Notes on the State of Virginia

"Before any man can be considered as a member of Civil Society, he must be considered as a subject of the Governor of the Universe." James Madison - Taken from Religious Freedom, A Memorial and Remonstrance


Monday, November 08, 2004

The befuddled liberals...

I can only marvel at the level of religious bigotry and intolerance that our national media has risen to since the fall of their moral leader last Tuesday. From the likes of the social deviant Michael Moore, to the intellectual void called the New York Times, liberals are foaming at the mouth to find someone or something to blame for their current political condition: on the outside looking in.

In as much as they couldn't get it right before the election, the self-proclaimed progressives continue to get it wrong after the election. In a national chorus of "we have values too", the left proclaims that George W Bush won due to the "values" voters, which is their code word for "Radical Religious Right". For claiming to be intellectually enlightened, this is a gross oversimplification of election analysis.

The pundits cite gay marriage, abortion and stem cell research as the "values" for which the "religious zealots" came out in droves to support the President. I have no doubt that these issues motivated some to vote who would have not done so otherwise, but I contend it worked both ways.

Look at the exit poll results from CNN (as spurious as they are).

Protestants voted in favor of Bush 59% to 40%.
Disappointingly, Catholics voted in favor of Bush 52% to 47%.
Jews favored Kerry by almost 75%.

The polls don't provide pure numbers, so it's impossible to determine the actual number of religious votes Bush garnered, but clearly it wasn't a runaway.

Gay marriage was on the ballot in 11 states and defeated in 11 states, even in two states that Kerry carried.

80% of the United States populations believes in some God. 78% are Christian. Clearly, many religious people voted for both candidates.

So, why is the press so bent on blaming religion?

They'd love nothing more than to hang religion out to dry and blow away. The so-called cultural elites have been working 24x7 to drive God out of American life for years and they see this election as another opportunity to persecute God fearing people (the majority of the United States). Once again, the premise for their argument is based on lies, distortions and ridicule.

Here's what they are saying about those who voted for the President:

Which raises the question: Can a people that believes more fervently in the Virgin Birth than in evolution still be called an Enlightened nation? - Gary Wills, New York Times

The history of the last four years shows that red state types, above all, do not want to be told what to do—they prefer to be ignorant. As a result, they are virtually unteachable. - Jane Smiley, Slate

W.’s presidency rushes backward, stifling possibilities, stirring intolerance, confusing church with state, blowing off the world, replacing science with religion, and facts with faith. We’re entering another dark age, more creationist than cutting edge, more premodern than postmodern. Instead of leading America to an exciting new reality, the Bushies cocoon in a scary, paranoid, regressive reality. Their new health-care plan will probably be a return to leeches. - Maureen Dowd

President Bush isn't a conservative. He's a radical - the leader of a coalition that deeply dislikes America as it is. Part of that coalition wants to tear down the legacy of Franklin Roosevelt, eviscerating Social Security and, eventually, Medicare. Another part wants to break down the barriers between church and state. And thanks to a heavy turnout by evangelical Christians, Mr. Bush has four more years to advance that radical agenda
. - Paul Krugman - New York Times

Ideology was enforced as theology, turning nonconformity into sin, and the faithful, following voter guides with biblical literalism, were shepherded to the polls as though to the rapture. White Protestants, especially in the south, especially married men, gave their souls and votes for flag and cross. The campaign was one long revival. Abortion and stem cell research became a lever for prying loose white Catholics - Sidney Blumenthal, The Guardian ( Note to Sidney. These religions already believed that homosexuality and abortion are sins)


Add to this the petulant questioning of the separation of church and state on CNN and MSNBC the last several nights.

In their typical desire to spin the truth and lay blame, it's inconceivable and unforgivable that the mainstream media has launched an unfounded attack on religion. It is the elitist media and arrogant academia that hate America as it is and they can't stand that the majority finally stood up and was counted.

These "progressives" overlook the fact that ALL of the campaign issues were moral (values) issues:

  • jobs
  • health care
  • war
  • national defense
  • caring for the elderly
  • a fair judiciary
  • the environment
  • educating our children
This is an amalgamation of both parties platform agendas. All items boil down to values.

It doesn't take a Harvard graduate or even a Washington Post op/ed writer to see that the divide is most evident in the geographic distribution of our population.



It's the cities, borders, and universities opposing the rest of America. The media outlets are centered in our largest cities that view and present a narrow and minority view of American culture that incites and misguides freedom loving Americans.

Ultimately the election came down to who Americans trust to promote and protect their interests.

Sunday, November 07, 2004

Debunking the culture of lies...

Even after defeat, the self-proclaimed “progressives” continue to promote the culture of lies. I looked into some of these myths prior to the election and here's what I found.

Bush will reinstate the draft:

The fact of the matter is that NY Democrat Charles Rangel introduced a bill to the House of Representatives almost two years ago promoting national conscription which was rejected by a vote of 2 yeas to 402 nays (HR 163). It's Senate counterpart, S. 89, introduced by South Carolina Democrat Ernest Hollings was read twice and never came to a vote.

Late in the 2004 campaign, Democratic supporters began promoting the idea of a Bush administration draft. An email spread rapidly claiming that if Bush were to be re-elected a draft would be established in 2005. Even Kerry made such claims.

The White House and Pentagon denied these claims calling them irresponsible. There is no documented proof to the contrary.

Not being able to validate their claim, the fallback position of those promoting the rumor is that the Bush administration has implemented a “back-door” draft referring the the stop-loss orders by the Pentagon. Undoubtedly, military operations of the last two years have placed strain on our soldiers and their families and the use of stop loss policies are and should be carefully monitored. There will be some instances of volunteers being asked to give more than is reasonable, and I'm sure we'll hear about some of these as they are challenged in court. There will be many more instances where volunteers are simply being asked to do their jobs, and will do so gladly and patriotically. We at home need to continue to support their efforts and their families at home so they can focus on getting the job done and come home. Congress needs to continue to ensure that their needs are being met while in service and after they get home. We have a duty to inform our elected leaders that this is important to us.

In the end, nobody can predict the how the fight against terrorism will play out. Neither party can reliably say how heated the battle will become. Liberals believe we can negotiate and work within the framework of the United Nations. This has not worked. Brutal, tyrannical governments are breeding grounds for anti-freedom, anti-Christian, anti-Semitic, sentiment. If these oppressive states are left alone, a draft may not be enough.

We are fighting an illegal war in Iraq

Illegal by who's measure? The United Nations'? The UN has long been nothing more than a petrii dish for anti-Americanism, internationalism, corruption and scandal.

  • A still developing scandal with the Iraqi Oil for Food program in which security council member countries opposed to military action were subverting UN sanctions for profit.

  • Terrorist sponsor Syria wins seat on security council and then is appointed head of the Security Council in 2003. If this doesn't illustrate the UN's futility, nothing does.

  • In 2001, the United States was voted off the Human Rights Commission in favor of human rights pillars such as Lybia, Sudan, and China. By the way, the Sudan was cited in 2001 for human rights violations. The United States criticized the citation because it wasn't strong enough citing slavery, yes slavery, and religious persecution.

  • UN drops the ball in Malawi, Zimbabwe, Zambia, Lesotho, Swaziland and Mozambique while hundreds of millions face starvation.

  • UN IAEA falls asleep in North Korea only to discover that the despot government has been developing nuclear capabilities under their noses. The United States might have been able to avert the problem were it not for former President Carter giving the despot Kim Jong Il the cover of a treaty in 1994. There is no better case for stopping Iraq when we did than North Korea. It's too bad we couldn't have stopped Iran at the same time.

  • UN fails to intervene in human rights abuses in Iran

  • East Timor falls into shambles under UN rule (1999-2001)

  • UN Chief Koffi Annan personally covers up a 1994 report of an impending massacre in Rwanda (800,000 people died)

  • More failures in Angola, Kashmir, Somalia, Bosnia, Israel, Colombia, Korea

The bottom line is that the United Nations is a corrupt and ineffective organization. The United States has refused to pay dues to the tune of over $500 million in leieu of certain reforms. The reforms proposed will not address the inherent corruption and anti-Americanism of the United Nations. Given it's track record, you could argue that the UN has been a barrier and a protagonist to international justice. It is time for the United States to withdraw from the UN and boot them out of New York.

(corrollary, the President rushed to war)

The end of the Gulf War resulted in a permanent cease fire agreement. The Iraqi government never adheared to the cease-fire agreement.

The Iraqi government violated over 17 UN resolutions to comply to the terms of the cease-fire over a period of 12 years. Further, the President prepared the world for several months for this action. What exactly would be accomplished by waiting longer when waiting wasn't working in Iraq, and it hasn't worked in most other places, notably North Korea and Iran.

Bush is going to cut Social Security benefits:

Another campaign scare tactic. In fact, Social Security was mostly ignored during the campaigns by both parties, probably because both recognize what a mess it has become. The fact is that the President has been working with Congress to study Social Security options. The President has only ever mentioned his support for individual accounts for young workers. We can all expect that many options will be debated. Let's hope that our representatives get something accomplished.

The Bush tax reform only helped the rich.

It's true that the rich can employ armies of lawyers and accountants to help find loopholes in the current tax code. This fact was evidenced by both Kerry's and his wifes (what we got to see of it) 2003 US tax returns. Check out the table at www.factcheck.org.

The top half of the tax paying public pays an enormously disproportionate share of the tax burden. It has to be this way to fund our existing commitments. However, our tax system should not be converted to an entitlement program.

The President ran on a platform of simplifying the tax code. Let's hope that we see some real simplification that will keep the millionaires from cheating the system as well as the social leaches from getting their pockets filled. I don't have a problem helping those in need, but the tax code isn't the place for it.

America needs a national (socialized) health plan

This is another example of addressing the symptoms rather than the problems. Perhaps ultimately we could develop some level of basic health services for those that can't afford them. However, there are a miriad of problems that prevent people from having this capacity that simply socializing health care won't resolve.

Neither candidate had or has a credible plan to address health care problems in America.

No matter who pays for it, health care insurance costs have skyrocketted in the past several years. The insurance companies say it's partly because we're using health care services more, which is true and should be expected. We have an aging population and we have been developing a culture of preventative health care, for which we still have a long way to go.

Another reason for the escalating costs is the cost of health care services themselves.

  • No doubt, medical liability insurance costs have some part in the costs, but it's not the only issue, and maybe not even the main issue.

  • Health care suppliers have been and continue to gouge health care providers especially for pharmacueticals and diagnostic equipment and the trickle up effect costs all of us.

  • There remain some remarkable inefficiencies, misuses and fudiciary abuses in health care.

  • With medicare and medicaid coverage limits and uninsured patients, providers need to recoup losses of uncovered costs somewhere.

  • The Federal government has had health care organizations preoccupied recently (last 10 years) with privacy legislation. This legislation will cost real money and the costs for protecting yours and my privacy will be passed on to us.

It's important to remember this too. Like it or not, right now health care is not a right (unless you are retirement age). Health care insurance is not a right. Subsidizing insurance will not make health services cost less. It would increase the already high tax burden on those paying taxes. Without addressing these issues we will be faced with another entitlement program that we'll be trying to save later because we didn't address the fundamental problems.

Bush is responsible for outsourcing American jobs

Manufacturing jobs have been going overseas for decades. Why? To keep product costs down due to cheap labor and favorable FOREIGN tax laws. FOREIGN tax laws. And what amazes me is that in the same breath that Kerry acuses the President for the outsourcing problems, he says he wants to import cheap drugs from Canada? So, it's OK to outsource our drugs (except for flu vaccine), but not OK to outsource a very small percentage of our jobs to keep the price of consumer products down? How would you like to pay $1000 for your DVD player? Or $6000 for your desktop PC? America can only create jobs by developing a competative environment for jobs. We've experimented in the past with subsidizing industries (such as farmers) and it hasn't worked well. Strong growth economies create jobs and the reality is that alot of the skill sets need to change to meet the needs of the growth industries. There are alot of industries that have shortages in skilled workers. For example, it's extremely difficult to find qualified American IT professionals, and it will get worse every year if we don't begin to focus on developing a more skilled workforce.

Bush is violating the separation of church and state.

The first Amendment to Article I of the Consitution guarantees freedoms of religion, speech, writing, assembly, and to bring greivances to the government.

Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press; or the right of the people peaceably to assemble, and to petition the Government for a redress of grievances.

The founding fathers didn't do us the favor of being more specific about what this was supposed to mean. Given the religious persecution they escaped from, they were more interested in protecting religious freedoms, rather than preventing it. You can read President Jefferson's letter to the Danbury Baptist Association in 1802 here.

Our forefathers desired a nation of religious tolerance. Unfortunately, we are now frequently witnesses to the opposite.

To claim that believing in God, and even taking moral direction from God violates a separation of Church and State is rediculous. And what is wrong with someone having a real relationship with God? I thought “progressives” were supposed to be the "tolerant" ones.




Let me help you pack...

Apparently, some Americans disappointed in Tuesday's election results have been looking into moving out of the country.

Americans flock to Canada's Immigration web site

Why not? Go up north, or to Australia, or Europe. You could take advantage of their stellar socialized health care, but of course if you get really sick, you'll need to come back. Of course if you decide to go to France, maybe you could share a room with a legendary terrorist.

You'll really enjoy the higher tax rates too. Don't forget to come back when you retire to collect your social security. While you're at it, take some of your celebrity icons with you.

Oh, and don't worry. We'll still protect you from the bad guys that would like to see you dead or oppressed, regardless of what western country you live in.

Hell, I'll even drive you to the airport.

Equality for Palistinian women...

An article on an Israeli web site shows an article published in a "childrens'" newspaper showing the bodiless head of a Palestinian suicide bomber. An 18 year old girl. Apparently the only way for a woman to have the same status of a man there is to become a human bomb.

Don't look at if you have a weak stomach.

http://web.israelinsider.com/Views/4329.htm


Call to arms...

I don't know how you stand on this issue, but as we saw Tuesday conservative voices can be heard if we speak out. We can't let ourselves be ignored again now that we've been heard from. The media and liberals are going to continue to call us names like stupid, medival, ignorant and such. We can't let them discourage us.

I truly believe that we DO have a huge moral and political divide in our country and in the world. One of our core values has always been the repect for life. Every concession conservatives have made has come back to haunt us by lowering social standards that have ultimately resulted in further challenges to core beliefs that the majority of our country hold dear.

Senator Specter has a track record of supporting abortion rights, even voting in favor of using your tax money to pay for abortion (Bill Number: HR 2518, S 1023, S 947, ). And while his last vote was in favor of banning the brutal practice of partial birth abortion, he actually voted against the ban in 1995. HR 1833).

I, for one, do not want to live in a selfish and Godless society. I have not been an activist for the pro-life cause, but I cannot, in good conscience, remain silent. We need to make a stand. I have already contacted my Senators and those noted below. Please give thoughtful consideration for doing the same.

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Dear Pro-Life Friends,

Thanks to your hard work and strong support, President Bush was re-elected this week with a clear and convincing win over pro-abortion candidate John Kerry. Exit polls show that, like you and me, Americans placed the highest priority on moral issues, such as abortion.

Now that the president has been re-elected, a new battle begins. That's the fight to reform the U.S. Supreme Court by putting new members on it who are pro-life or, at minimum, will not read into the Constitution that a so-called right to abortion exists.

President Bush has promised to appoint such "strict constructionists" to the court, just as he appointed numerous pro-life judges to key federal courts during his first term.

However, on the day President Bush accepted a call from John Kerry conceding the race and hours after tens of millions of Americans celebrated, pro-abortion Republican senator Arlen Specter told a news conference that it was "unlikely" that judicial nominees who oppose the horrendous Roe v. Wade Supreme Court decision would be approved once he becomes the new chairman of the Senate Judiciary Committee.

President Bush will have the opportunity to appoint anywhere from one to three new Supreme Court justices during his term. If you want those new judges to be pro-life or favor overturning the Roe v. Wade decision, the time to act is now.

In order to move a pro-life judicial nominee through the Senate confirmation process, we need a Senate Judiciary Committee chairman who is not pro-abortion and who will allow nominees to have a fair hearing and an up or down vote.

That won't happen if Senator Arlen Specter is the chairman.

Very soon, Senate Republicans will vote on new leaders for the next Senate. If a majority of the members of the Judiciary Committee speak up in opposition to Specter leading the committee, the entire Republican caucus may vote on a replacement.

If you're pro-life and care about stopping abortion, please do the following and urge pro-life friends and family to do the same:

1. If either of your senators is a Republican, call or write and urge opposition to Senator Arlen Specter becoming the next chairman of the Senate Judiciary Committee. You can reach any senator at 202-224-3121.

2. Contact members of the Senate GOP leadership or the entire 55-person membership of the Senate Republican caucus. We have made it easy for you to send a fax with a short message opposing Specter to either group, by going here.

3. The following are Republican members of the Senate Judiciary Committee. It is especially important that you contact these senators, all of whom are pro-life, if they represent your state: Orrin Hatch (Utah); Charles Grassley (Iowa), Jon Kyl (Arizona); Mike DeWine (Ohio); Jeff Sessions (Alabama); Lindsey Graham (South Carolina); Larry Craig (Idaho); Saxby Chambliss (Georgia); John Cornyn (Texas).

4. Finally, it is important that pro-life advocates across the country keep up with this and other key pro-life battles. Please send this action alert to pro-life friends and family and encourage them to visit the LifeNews.com web site or to sign up for our free pro-life news by emailing news@LifeNews.com.

Thank you for your dedication to the cause of life!

Sincerely,
Steven Ertelt
LifeNews.com

I'm inspired...

to blow off some steam. Since most of my ranting usually fall upon deaf ears, I've decided to document my ravings so I can equally go unnoticed electronically. If you've had the misfortune to stumble across this, you have my condolences. If you read something that you either agree or disagree with, I want to hear from you. It would be nice to engage in some intelligent discussion unlike what I usually witness on most message boards, Yahoo's in particular.